Monday, December 15, 2008

Friday, August 1, 2008

you telling me its my fault that they think that way, i made them think that way?
angry of me because they think that way?!
u telling me i brought all this onto you?
instead of being angry, u should be thinking of doing something.
how many times have i asked u to tell me when u can simply just do wat i say than being stubborn!
just because u are angry, u tell me not to disturb ur friend. did i even disturb them?!
wat did i do man?!

Friday, July 18, 2008

me and not me

you expect so much from me, im always doing wat u want. wont do things that u dont like or feel wat i dont want u to feel. but ure not.

if u love me. consider my feelings and stop doing things that i dont like. which is more impt, the world, or me.

after certain happenings, then u will really cherish me. how about stop doing things that will make me angry.

u see nothing wrong but have u ever consider wat i will think and wat i will feel! u know i dont like it and u still do it, means u dont give a damn about me. doing it yr way, seeing wat makes perfect sense. watever man! i dont fucking care!

understanding means u will take into account of his feelings if u care about them. doing things yr way and going against his is just going to sour the relationship. one must learn to sacrifice.

u tell me to be frank to u and not hide anything. but sometimes i am scared to tell u. mor eofeten than not, they will just lead to fights. but u dont realise i dont ever make u feel wat u dont wanna feel. its always coming from u. i dont wanna argue. thats why i dont wish to say many. im afraid that one day that line may just break.

one day i will explode. on the 3rd time i will. why do u keep doing this when u know i dont even like a single bit of it. i know ur stand, and u jollywell know mine!

really understanding. but also not understanding at all. feelingg 'accounting'. wants to know how i fell. but dont wanna know how i feel, maybe dont even care. wonder wat will they say if u tell them. could have been easily with him with all his qualities. keep saying its my job to not be bothered. not yrs to make me not even be bothered? have u thought of it?